last night.....no......the night before we were driving through the Steak N Shake drivethru on the way back from the bar and he grabbed my hand, took my index fingertip, kissed it then placed it on the clock of the car. 1:43 am was the time. He could tell i was confused. "You're suppose to do that at 1:43" i asked him y and he's like "1 means "I" 4 mean "love" and 3 means "You" ......wow i must be gay if i know this and you don't." lol........so i told him no......no ones ever been like this with me before and i've never been either.
Agh......i find myself wanting to tell him i love him...a lot. But i don't. I can't for some reason.
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by Leah06 » Mon May 10, 2004 4:48 pm
maby you arent ready to tell him you love him....... dont push yourself though.... it wont be the same or mean the same if you push yourself into telling him you love him if you really dont.....
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by LinzAy » Tue May 11, 2004 10:19 am
thing is i think i really might. But i've never known love before........i've also never known anything like this before.....so.......yea.........i won't push myself......i actually end up biting my tongue when i feel as though i may say it. I don't want myself to feel more vulnerable than i already do. The other day i was sitting in his lap and somehow me being in love with him came up again and he was like "look me in the eyes and tell me you're not in love with me" I couldn't.
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by Leah06 » Wed May 12, 2004 2:16 pm
awwww thats sad, im glad you didnt say it, i would have to smak you upside the head!
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by Leah06 » Wed May 12, 2004 4:45 pm
yea im glad that you didnt say you DID NOT love him because i really think you do!
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