by Leah06 » Thu Feb 09, 2006 10:30 pm
i shut down. i loose controll and get very defensive. ill cry alot and not be able to concintrate. i used to write it off but like Xeracy, it never ends up as a poem, just random lines of thought. and i get even more frustrated. in the past id eat it off. which is a bad bad bad habbit. now i try to excercise it off or box it off. i like hitting things.... most of the time ill just keep it all to myself untill i explode. ive lost all the ppl who i used to trust because they couldnt take it or keep all my pain in. theyd tell others so now i have none to confide in.
What you do with your life is only half of the equation, the other half, the more important half, is who you're with when you're doing it.