How I So Love To Hide by Scorpio

A million tears I can't deny
For all the things I feel inside
The longing for the time to die
For all my love will always hide

I never could quite understand
How I felt this way
For all the things I comprehend
You never shift your sway

You care and love with your all
And yet I push away
You protect and you stand tall
But you'll never get your day

I always hide and never tell
All the things I feel
I wish my love would spill so well
And yet it's not so real...

Just a bunch of words I threw together.. I don't know.. Pff, every time my love tries to draw near, I push him away. Every time he loves me, I blow him off.. It always seems like I don't show how much I truly love him, although it's more than I could ever say.. He does anything/everything for me and I do nothing.. I feel so bad and I wish I could change it...

Terrie* (66.81.138.99) -- Monday, June 20 2005, 11:40 pm

Scorpio
regardless of the fact that you just threw some words together , they had meanin', great poem, i feel ya..i'm so catchin your emotions on this..over all i know first hand what ya mean..
wish ya the best..all will be fine..LOVE is POWERFUL!thanx for sharin'

Scorpio (24.145.205.152) -- Monday, June 20 2005, 11:54 pm

Thanks, Terrie
Thank you, I guess I've been belittling myself for the things I love doing most, but I don't know. I just felt like I wasn't putting as much into the relationship as he was and it made me feel like I wasn't good enough- Or that he wasn't good enough for me to open myself to him... And that thought alone just made me feel like I wanted to break down. I guess I had to get my feelings out that way, but thanks again! I'm really glad you liked it. And love is probably one of the most powerful emotions to man..

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