i've slipped
i've fallen
i've finally hit the bottom
i've risen up before
or so it thought
but i always comes down to this
MY self contorl
i now know i have none
when it comes to my sickness

the blade ripes another scar
right down my arm

the feeling of a battle lost
never gave such a feeling of ecstacy
the desicions of life
never looked so calm while in a haze
i have changed some things
but i have yet to truly find myself

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