Not Sure by SCSnicoleSCS

I'm a troubled teen with two choices ahead
it's been awhile since i've slept in my own bed
A custody battle that I have to fight
but I don't know which parent is right
One hates me but raised me good
The other never called as much as he should
One is a drinker with hate in her eyes
The other never heard me through my cries
One feels bad now and uses guilt on me
The other says i'm just what he needs in his family
But you see I love both and I can't make this choice
I think it died... My inside voice
It doesn't tell me anything or stear me clear
God only knows where i'll be in a year
For right now I can only wish I die
maybe a day will pass where I don't cry
I don't wanna hurt anyone anymore than i already did
But you need to stop treating me like such a kid
don't put this on my shoulders I can't hold the weight
I'm not good at making choices. I don't even know the date
So back off and just leave me alone
Your gonna have to fight this battle now on your own.

I'm stuck in the middle of a custody battle and neither of my parents show their love... I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!

Raistlin (68.191.11.180) -- Saturday, July 30 2005, 02:16 am

nikkie D
that is some seriously EMO sh*t but meh knowing you personally it actually is your life and YAY it rhymes :) i like rhymes its pretty good (this comeing for someone who hates poetry)

Raistlin (68.191.11.180) -- Saturday, July 30 2005, 02:18 am

Nikki D
well it sounds EMO at least

C@sSiE (68.113.161.39) -- Wednesday, August 3 2005, 02:50 am

I LOVE YOU
i know life can lead you places you dont want to go. but you know that everything will be ok. as long as you have friends who care about you. like me. i love you lots. im always here for you when you need me

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