Final Note by Coma

I have no reason to live
No reason to breath
I just want to end it all
and then you'll see.

I cant get good grades
can't hold a steady job,
I've never even been kissed,
besides by my mom.
I just wonder why?
God makes me go through this pain
People just say I'm "mad" and going insane

But they don't know the life that I live!
They don't go through the stuff that I do,
If they did then they'd want to put a bullet in their head like I do.

I see no reason to live!
Just want to end it right now,
I have no future,
so why must I go on?

I won't have a good job,
or a wife and kids to,
So I'm going to load this gun
and see what I can do.

So this is my note,
to anyone who's ever cared,
which isnt very many,
much to my despair.

So this is my goodbye,
don't worry about me,
I'm going to a better place,
only if you could see.

So I'm pulling the trigger now,
no time for hugs and kisses,
so please take all my best wishes.
GOODBYE

luc (68.74.113.218) -- Saturday, February 1 2003, 07:34 am

shit... hopefully your not going to actually do that. but if you are going to go through it , which i think you shouldnt, ask if you could bring a friend ....

Nicole (69.3.125.143) -- Saturday, February 1 2003, 06:45 pm

I hope..
I hope you are not really going to do that. Right now you may think that it would all be better if you did die, but it wouldnt because you have a whole better life before you,and you just have to get through the crap to get to the good stuff sometimes. I know what you mean though, how you feel..

Coma (205.188.199.184) -- Sunday, February 2 2003, 03:31 am

Im not
Im not doing any of that stuff, its just sometimes when Im upset I like to write dark poems like that. It makes me feel better. lol, thanks for your concern though.

Xeracy (204.113.161.185) -- Wednesday, February 5 2003, 05:15 pm

I'm there just about everyday. I know what it's like. Writing poetry is good therapy. Keep to it. :)

martin vann (67.28.93.13) -- Thursday, February 6 2003, 01:47 am

Happy you didn't do IT! Hey Luc, whats with you?
Coma, your plea was heard for oh, I'd say the ten billiont time, for desperate soles cry out all the time. Not to belittle your poem, very good I think. One response you generated was from Luc, she asked if you are going to do it, is it like, a package deal, do your self and bring a friend sort of thing? Hey, Luc, what the hell are you talking about? If you are fed up with life, can't pay the rent, call me, I will help you out. I need to keep you around, you seem to like my work. But hey, I prefer your flesh and blood. What is going on with you Luc? Let us know, Coma is fine, my concern is about you.

Pamela, Xreacy, Cap., help me out here!

Martin

Leah06 (12.232.5.189) -- Saturday, April 12 2003, 11:39 pm

I am upsett i didnt see this sooner......
This is an awsome poem! But it really scares me. I want you and everyone else here. Dont kill youselfs its not worth it! If anyone is ever thinking about killing them self then tell me whats wrong and why e-mail me at (snip- no email address)just dont kill youself!

Brittany Walker (66.244.0.36) -- Thursday, November 20 2003, 07:06 pm

i love you peom check mine out!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VERY GOOD PEOM....I WROTE SOMETHING FOR YOU.....
DONT WORY YOUL GET THROUGH IT
SOME WAY SOME HOW
I NOW IT SOUNDS LIKE BULL SHIT
BUT IN THE END YOULL SAY WOW

I LOVE THE PEOM YOU WROTE
AND THE THINGS THAT WERE SAID
I WROTE THE SAME THING ON MY NOTE
I WANTED TO BLOWE OFF MY HEAD

YOU GO THROUGH ROUGH TIME IN YOUR LIFE
AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM
PLEASE JUST PUT DOWN THE KNIFE
AND COUNT OUTLOUDLY TO TEN

I KNOW IT SOUNDS CRAZY
COMEING FROM SOMEONE YOU DONT KNOW
BUT BELIEVE ME I UNDERSTAND
AND YES I DO KNOW

IV BEEN TO MENTAL HEALTH 6 TIMES
BECAUSE OF THIS SHIT
IVE GOT 20 THOUSAND DOLLAR FINDS
AND THREW MANY DIFFERENT FITS

BUT SOON AFTER THAT
THINGS STARTING LOOKING UP FOR ME
THATS WHY I HAVE FAITH NOW
AS YOU ALL CAN SEE

SO KEEP LIVING MOMENT AFTER DAY
AND YOU WILL SOON SEE
THERE IS ANOTHER WAY

ALL THE THINGS YOU THOUGHT WERNT TRUE
HAVE FALLEN INTO PLACE
EVEN THOUGH THERE ARE ONLY A FEW
THEY ARE HAPPENING RIGHT INFRONT OF YORU FACE.

GOOD LUCK!!!!!

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