You Think I'm Happy... by SCSnicoleSCS

You see me when the bell rings as you pass me in the hall
But when I wanna talk to you, you don't pick up when I call
You say I am a role model, you wish you were as happy as me
but theres a lot behind these eyes certain things you don't see
I smile for one reason and that's so I don't cry
and I stay after school every day so I don't go home and die
I try to keep myself busy so I don't focus on the bad
but inside my body I am way more than sad
I wear these cloths for a reason so you don't see my cuts
I only do it twice a day. I have to relieve these ruts
I can't find a way to escape it i can't run and hide
I am all alone with no one by my side
Don't say I am crazy because I have tried so much
but now when a guy wants to be near me I can't stand his touch
I have gave up on everyone just like they have me
I rememeber the happy days when I had a family
but when that fell apart I guess I fell with it
Now I get told I won't amount to shit
so next time when you see me tell me to stop and stay
because I don't think I can make it to the next school day

Cassie (68.113.161.39) -- Wednesday, August 3 2005, 03:28 am

you have no amount
your an amazing person. you have me at your side. to heal all your wounds. all your battle scars. there is no amount on you. because of who you are. you are priceless. you cnat be boughten with love or anger. because god already owns you. he died for you and me. we arent the only ones in this world who feel like this. I AM HERE BY YOUR SIDE.......DONT EVER FORGET THAT

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