I Can't Stop by SCSnicoleSCS

it's been days since i had a smile on my face
Every where I go i can't seem to stand the place
see finally I was on top I had achieved my every goal
but sometimes being to high can leave a bigger toll
I learned I can make me feel what I want to feel
but in the process of teaching myself I began to forget what was real
I had put myself in places I thought I could get out
but now I lost my energy i can't even shout
at this moment of time I wanna crawl in the corner and cry
to tell you the honest truth i don't care if I die
You see my heart is somehow missing, i think it ran away
maybe because I gave it to you and than you didn't stay
you said not to worry, it would all be alright
I think thats why I lost it to you on that july night
nothing in my body told me it wasn't wrong
the only feelings I had was with you is where I belonged
I knew I was ready and you said you were too
but now I regret that day that I gave myself to you
I don't know if you lied, or if your feelings changed
maybe i'm not the type of girl thats in your little range
to top it all off my "friend" told me what you did
You need to get the balls to tell me, stop acting like a kid
did you do this because of her or did I do something wrong
or did you have this planned from all along
My heart is torn to pieces I can't put it together
but still my feelings for you will always last forever
but as for my friendship with her it's totally done
and maybe for right now she feels she has won
but you see I will be the one who will speak the last words
I know things won't last for you two love birds
Even though you did this to me, you still told me to wait
and when you get back you said we might date
but at this moment in time you're just a little confused
i'm more than that i have totally been used
I refuse to be walked on i'm not a mat
I just wish I would've known sooner and I never would've done that.

Cassie (68.113.161.39) -- Wednesday, August 3 2005, 03:40 am

power of words over action
you were at the highest of highs, but then you fall, even deeper than your original place. but its time to pick up all the pieces. even those of your heart. its time to get back on your feet, even though they are both broken. along with every other part of your body. people know how you feel, and you arent alone. but lets get the ball rolling by saying to your self. you can do better. you dont need him...there are more fish in the ocean of life.

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