Everything by SCSnicoleSCS

so many thought going through my head
I stared at the ceiling for hours last night in my bed
by look at me you can totally tell
that right now my life is hell
with school coming up everythings a mess
the sanity strands I have keep getting less
i don't know what I can do to make things right
i thought everything was okay no bad in sight
I guess I was wrong because somewhere it all fell apart
i lost my sanity and my heart
I had a grip on reality but I lost it so fast
I thought my only problem was the things done in the past
I guess my future is my worst fear
because it's so far away yet so near
I preach about being happy and don't let things bug you
but I let things bug me too
sometimes I need to take my own words into thought
and stop lyeing cause I always get caught
but I am thankful for the people who care
the people who gave me everything when they had nothing to share
you guys have done the best for me
This goes to all my friends and family
At this time my life isn't looking good
but still you're by my side like you said you should
so thank you and pray for me at night
without you I would've lost this fight

Cassie (68.113.161.39) -- Wednesday, August 3 2005, 03:50 am

its not over yet
it may feel like it its over. but just like in a tornado, you always have the aftermath. its then when you really need the people who care about you. because sometimes the aftermath is a lot worse than the actual storm. be strong and hold on. it may be a bumpy ride but you can get through it. with the help love and support of those around you.

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