Thank You by SCSnicoleSCS

a night full of crying, I had broke my last strand
I wanted to drink until i was unable to stand
I wanted to run cause my problems were just to much
i lost my grip on reality. i let go of the clutch
so i sat down and started playing some games
started talking to poker people, asking their names
well this one girl she was pretting cool
she understood me, didn't take me as a fool
I don't think she knows that she saved my life
i was ready to go stab myself with the butcher knife
you see today I gave up. i fell really fast
all I could think about was my screwed up past
I was gonna finish my game and go complete the deed
but this girl made me feel like there was no need
she told me how she was once in my place
how people would get up in her face
she said she turned to writing to pass time away
until the day she didn't have to stay
you see i do the same. without my writing I would die
half the time i write these i break out and cry
but you see I am strong I forgot for a sec
but this girl told me to stand straight and don't break my neck
tonight she's my angel that saved me from hell
she reached out and caught me as I fell
without her wisdom and reminder of god
my mom would probably be burring me deep in the sod
but I can do this because she told me so
that voice that says just do it, i can tell no
we only talked for a little while but you saved my day
thank you for telling me there's a reason to stay

I was having the worst day of my life until this girl started talking to me in an online poker game. i had every intension on just ending everything tonight but she told me I could be strong and she saved me. Thank you Julie. You're really an angel.

Cassie (68.113.161.39) -- Wednesday, August 3 2005, 03:58 am

Julie.......
she is your angel. she was given to you for a reason. maybe it was so you would live. and be strong. maybe it was for a whole different reason.She saved you once. but who will it be the next time. whats going t ohappen when julie isnt there to talk. who will you turn to. in the darkness of the night. when all you see is hatred, and fear.will you turn to God the one who has all power of everyone in this world. or will it be a different person. thats your choice. its your life.people care about you... no matter what you think. someone will be there

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