Pleas Of A Broken Friend by RainFlyer8

When you lose your best friends
Something inside you dies
You feel your heart screaming
You hear your heart’s cries
You’d give anything
To just take it back
You’d do anything
Just to forget the fact
That the people you relied on
Can’t stand to see your face
And when there’s no one there
You feel so out of place
You fear going to school
You just want to die
Something that harsh could cause
Even the toughest people to cry
Believe me when I tell you
I know how this feels
My best friends left me
And I wished it wasn’t real
I want to wake up every morning
And find it was a dream
But I’ve lost my friends
Because of my evil schemes
And I’m really sorry
I just want to explain
I would do almost anything
If it would just stop the pain
I cry myself to sleep every night
I can’t help but feel torn
And I would beg on my knees
With a heart so worn
Beg for forgiveness
Beg for them to return
I want to tell them I'm sorry
To tell them my lesson is learned
I’ll tear out my heart if you’d forgive me
I’ll rip out my soul if you’d forget
I just want you to love me again
I want to be rid of this opposing threat
You don’t understand
You don’t know my side
I scream silently
As a bleeding heart resides
Down in my body
Deep beneath my skin
And its time to repay
All of my sins
You think you’re alone
You believe no one cares
You know of their lies
You see people’s stares
And you can’t but help
Surrender to the fact
You messed up so bad
That you’ll never get them back
You can’t realize
That they’re hurting too
Because after all
They’re the ones who left you
I want to tell you
I have no hate existing
But because of your own thoughts
Your hate is persisting
You won’t remember me
As the girl you once loved
How we laughed together
And how you were so proud of
The fact you called me “friend”
The fact I was always there
But now I see you
And your vacant stare
Remember I’m not perfect
Remember I was there for you
Please have faith in me
Just like you used to
I don’t ask for much
Is it that huge a request
To show a little compassion
At your best
I forbid myself to stay forever
This is my one last plea
If you won’t forgive me
I will let you be
I know I can’t live alone
But to be hated is even worse
I wish I had an idea
As to why I am so cursed
But there’s no way out
I’m trapped this way
And I’ll miss you
Until my bones decay
But it’s all right
You don’t have to forgive me
But I forgive you
For hating blindly
You didn’t get the facts
You didn’t want for the truth
You trusted the gossip
Your loathing is proof
You’ll be ready to listen
One day soon I hope
And that thought is enough
Just to give me hope
For a better future
For a life with you soon
And my heart is no longer
Laying in ruin
I’ll be okay one day
Don’t worry a slight
Because one day you’ll forget
That meaningless fight
It won’t matter in 10 years
10 months, or 10 days
We’ll have to wait
Till the end of this phase
It’s a teenage drama
A heart-broken schoolgirl
And we’ll just wait
For our paths to unfurl
And if they cross again
Who knows what will come
What we should do now
Is explore our knew freedom
Forgive me for hurting you
Forgive me for your broken heart
Forgiving the past
Is the hardest place to start
But if you’re as strong as I remember
And as courageous as well
We may become friends again
…But only time can tell

I started this poem during a fight with my friends, but I ended it once we forgave each other. Friendship is binding and is hard to break, so don't give up hope when there's still a chance left.

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