Who Am I? by Danielle

I look inside myself,all I see is darkness
I try to find a hint of I used to be,
but I cant,im just not me.
I lost myself a long time ago
to deppression,alchool,and drugs.
My friends are scarse and few
those I call friends are not near.
I have no dignity or pride,
the parties tooh it away.

They call me a slut
They call me a druggy
They call me suicidal.

My boyfriends mean alot to me
thats why i have so many,
I thought they liked me too,
but they were only useing me like so many.
I guess I got what I deserved
when i was raped at that party,
I guess its all im good for,
my body.

They see a girl who's kinda pretty,
they dont see my true self
because im empty
because im a slut
because im a druggy
because im suicidal
because im not me.

Your Melody (207.190.93.152) -- Friday, November 28 2003, 11:57 pm

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Very well written. You can feel the truth and hurt in this poem. I can honestly say I know what you're feeling, and I love your poem. :)

anonymous (216.39.201.191) -- Saturday, November 29 2003, 09:37 am

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"i guess i got what i deserved, when i was raped at that party" no one DESERVES the pain and tourment of rape, you shouldnt think that seriously. no matter how horrible you are or THINK you are u still dont deserve rape...

Holly A. Badolato (127.0.0.1) -- Friday, January 16 2004, 04:45 pm

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I know exactly what your going through...i was once that girl that everyone took advantage of because i was just the slutty pretty girl...it hurts to know what some people really think of you...i never really knew what i was doing...i just thought that since that is what people wanted me to do i should have done it..im 17 now and im different..i changed my life around..if this is true about you...you can do the same...it takes alot i know but anyone who feels like i do everyday can get through it and the anonymous writer..well he or she is write about that..no one deserves to feel the pain of rape, i know, ive been through it...but if you ask for help you can do it. I know.

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