The words you spoke, yet never wrote, linger within my memories still. The way you said you would never leave me alone keeps me awake at night searching the sky for an answer you yourself should give me. What have I really done to deserve all this love? Have I really earned this ability which allows me to dream of places yet to be found because I have been lost for so long now, I don't even remember how to tell you I am sorry for not loving you enough to stay behind when you make the decision to go. The world may never really know the you I've come to know so well. Need not I remind you we have believed in similiar things? We made a common wish which I thought created a common bond. I'm not ashamed to admit I have been wrong once or twice before. All of the thoughts we never shared are still lingering somewhere near where the greenest grass grows, and I swear to keep secret you told me never to tell. Just as long as you will just let me remain safe in the arms of my angels. Let me remain this way. Forever, Amen.