right now im a little lost
i honestly have no idea what to do
ive messed up my life alot
but thank god that i made it this far
im in love and im scared im going to get hurt
hes a few years older then me but;
he stole my heart right from the start
im going through a few changes
and im not going to lie but im scared;
scared to loose him, scared to give birth,
scared that in the end im going to get hurt,
im kind of young but still very old
and i tried to give it all away
but its not my time to go,
someone asked me if i try not to cry
she said, not trying to be rude but you look like
your about to die inside,
i stared at her and thought about a response
but i didnt even know what to tell her
so i looked right in her eyes
and replied by saying "Thanks but im fine"
im so happy with the one love,
but so sad because of whats going to happen,
so i sit back and try not cry
i understand that im scared to admit;
that i really just want to cry.