somethings happening to me
i just dont quite understand
i've given up on everything
only to find everyone there fighting for me
wishing me well
wanting me to be happy
and then there's you
the one that wont let me succeed
wont let me be free
you wont let me feel love
i have forsaken it once before
now am trying to think nothing of it
trying to let life simply flow in
and you are just sucking it out of me
with your paranoia
i shake with fear
i know your choices are near
that is not what i fear
i fear i will actually be dumb enough
to follow your wishes
to the point i feel nothing again

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