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Transition
8 March, 2006
Author: Dani

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The time has come,
I can not stop.
I am feeling somewhat scattered.
I seem to have lost the plot.

I haven't written in ages,
I just couldn't seem to write,
And now I have a situation
And I'm putting up a fight.

I am feeling too much power.
I am in desperate need of release.
As this uncomfortable image.
Needs some breaks to cease.

What makes me powerful,
Well fuck I don't know.
My mind goes crazy
And the words just flow.

I feel lost some how,
As I live day by day.
I feel so fucking frustrated.
I want this monster to go away.

Something big is coming,
You just wait and see.
Every situaton
will revolve around me.

Everyone who has a change
I will know their fate.
I'll know when it's genuine
and I'll sense when it's fake.

I am loaded with other peoples problems
As I listen to their ever word.
Yet I shall remain quiet.
My visions never to be heard.

------- Author's Notes -------

I have Bi-Polar. This peom reflects on my emotions when my personality changes from depression to anger. I feel extremely powerful at this stage in my emotional process. When I am overwhelmed by emotions I can not define I often feel another person present. I feel trapped and my way of coping is to write.

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Comments on this poem/writing:

Meridian (151.199.150.95) -- Wednesday, March 8 2006, 04:58 pm

Same here

I'm not bipolar, but sometimes when I get so fed up, I wanna do the unthinkable or the absurd....but not until I pick up that pen and turn on my music do I feel relief and a bit of release. Great poem Dani!
 
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