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Cut To Deep
18 March, 2006
Author: Puddin 2

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"I'm a surviver
im not gonna give up
im not goin to stop
i'm gonna work harder"
Destinys child makes it sound so easy
but let me tell you from experiance
it's NOT
I cut myself really bad one night
over a boy i was so in love with
but now he's over me
unfortunatly im not over him
and it suck's big time
i just wana say f**k him
but no not me im to nice
but instead of expressing my feelings by yelling
i cut myself
i cut myself so deep one time
i cut right through the last layer of skin tissue
but ya know what i saw the light that night
but i didn't die
and i realized
i'm a surviver
i survived my cutting problem!

------- Author's Notes -------

yea i did it i cut myself all the time almost 4 times a day and that's on a good day but after that night i just said screw it i don't need it and i survived and no one can say God is watching over me i don't beleive in Him but i know i have something left to do in my life and i'm going to do it!!!

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Comments on this poem/writing:

korie poleo (65.12.22.106) -- Wednesday, March 22 2006, 03:27 am

hey

hey babe you know who this is... its your sister i just want you to know that no matter what happens with you and "that guy" im still here for you girl and you know it... stay as strong as you can!
jessica (75.61.129.40) -- Thursday, May 10 2007, 01:09 am

me2

i do the same thing u do.4 some guy that doesnt love me nomore:(
mental (66.153.163.137) -- Sunday, June 3 2007, 12:34 am

20 years ago

it's been 20 years ago for me only for a girl. but it still inspires well beyond like for me all these years. i have cut too but it channels me for good poatry. it helps.
 
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