Four Naked Girls Staring At Me by Dani

My emotions run on empty.
My body put's up a fight.
I have to do the dishes
So I use up all my might.

My husband is at work.
I remain emotionally alone.
I have nothing to do ,
So I pick up the phone.

I talk to a friend and have a drink.
I have a smoke and then cuddle my son.
Maybe I'll go on the computer
And have a little fun.

I turn on the light.
I am devastated with what I see.
I see four naked women
staring at me.

They have long hair
And they have tanned skin,
Not one ounce of fat!
I want to be that thin.

If this is what he is looking at,
It must turn him on.
Then why is he with me?
To me that is so wrong.

I worked hard all day.
I come home alone at night,
Trying to stay awake,
So that I can have him in my sight.

But he doesn't think of me.
He has those girls.
Their big boobs,
and long golden blonde curls.

Those pages of smut,
turn my stomach inside.
I feel hurt
and i'm losing my pride.

How dare he get off on magazines,
When my pictures are in his draw.
Do I not turn him on?
Doesn't he love me any more?

My mind goes crazy
over a porno magazine.
why do I hurt inside?
Why do I want to scream?

MC (152.163.100.5) -- Wednesday, March 29 2006, 09:33 pm

I can so relate....
Only, I wish it was WOMEN that my husband was looking at. Honey, he DOESN'T have those girls. He has YOU. If it bothers you this much, go out and get a poster of a mostly naked man, and plaster it on your bedroom ceiling. It might help him see things from your perspective!

anonymous (71.39.35.38) -- Wednesday, March 29 2006, 09:48 pm

hit a nerve
wonder if i could share your poem with someone i know who is feeling much the same as u expressed in your write? Thanks so much for sharing.

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