Untitled by Korie Poleo

i have these wounds that will not heal
and i can not say my smile is real
i try so hard not to dwell
even though no one can tell
im alot more then a book of advice
my own life isnt so nice
but i refuse to let my wall break
and i dont let my tears awake
my family is my only weakness
when i see them sad my wall becomes less
i feel as if im giving in
into something in my eyes, as bad as sin
that is, not being strong
if you cry, your definately doing wrong
i cant change this law of mine
so i act as if everything's fine
my friends arent happy without a guy
its like im the only one who hears their lies
i will not depend on another human being
even when i get that "special" ring
trusting on others is only asking to get hurt
and falling face first into the dirt
you might think my ways are dumb
it doesn't matter, to you my heart is numb
i like the way i live my life
but things go wrong when i get ahold of a knife
people just dont understand
when i hold the shiny silver in my head
it's not that i want to die
it helps me forget and not to cry
its not always a bundle of joy
b/c people play my heart like its a toy!
i do this and i do it for me
cuttin makes me happy
so just leave me be!

old bad habit i dont encourage others to do cut... write about something, anything, cuttin will do nothin but leave scars on you for the rest of your life, just so you can remember the hard times you have been through. i definately encourage anyone who thinks about cuttin to write your feelings down or make yourself cry! THERE IS NOTHIN I REPEAT NOTHING WRONG WITH CRYING!

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