Can't leave, can't get out, mind is lost in emptiness!! Broken thoughts, hollow heart, shattered soul!!This isn't where i belong!! Tired, so tired!! Tired of fighting with myself, tired of fighting with the world, tired of fighting period!! I WANT MY LIFE!! but i can't find it!! It hides from me, it pushes me away, it tricks us, yes my precious!! it scorns us, burns us, laughs at us!! Life..HA...this is no life, this is only existance... a pitiful one at that! GGGGRRRROOOOAAAARRRR!!! If i had something to break... besides my own hands!!!! When will that person in the mirror break, when will he run out of strength!! Stone pillar...I laugh at him again... HA!!!! Weak mind, but everlasting heart, the perfect combination of a man that will get walked on for his entire life!! Hmmm... that face in the mirror is so much clearer!! Temporarily lost. That is the mind, amazing little wandering grey matter!! If i could only turn off both heart and mind...maybe then i could survive in this world!! until then...i am the worlds doormat...come everyone and clean your shoes upon my back, you just have to wait in line!!