Pain by Vampyr Lost In Love

In the sence I cut myself, to relieve my pain
Because I don't know what could happen next
I may never fall in love again
I could die in an accident
But if I ever fall in love again
I just want it to the amount
That I felt before them
I wish I could see the yesterdays
I seen before
As the tomorrows approch
I could not fear being able
To see the feeing of love
Maybe yesterday will come today
I don't know
I just want to cut when
I think of this, all of this
What may be
Will it be?

Meridian (72.82.89.202) -- Saturday, July 15 2006, 04:38 pm

sharp objects
Hey V.L.I.L! I can only imagine how a sharp object to the skin feels...and sometimes I'd have to wonder when I read poems about cutting. The number of stitches received depending on how deep the sharb object has penetrated the skin. I'm guessing some cutters have well paying jobs to keep revisiting the hospital and encounter the deja vu of paying off those costly doctor bills. I'm not trying to sound harsh to anyone who's in this predicament, believe me. But this is what it boils down to in order to close and heal the wounds.

I wish a cutter wouldn't find consolation in something that could end your life faster or cause harm to self....because I can only imagine how controlling the habit can be, that is, if you've done it more than once.

Please stay alive Vampyr! Depression stinks, I know. But a knife is not the solution.

Aimee (4.159.59.34) -- Sunday, July 16 2006, 05:28 am

it does suk
it took my a took five years of mylife...and one year to stop...it has been hard...i never had to go the hospital...to get stiches..i did cut deep but never that deep!!!

But thanx for your concern!!!

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