My heart is bleeding, its been ripped open by hopelessness. Its an open wound.

Sadness hits me like a building brick as I wake. Thoughts flit from memory to memory of happy times, Which in turn now make me sad.

A life cut short. My life to live without you - but how ?

You are My Mother, My Sister, My Best friend. I feel warm, content, loved and cared for, you are My Life, My World, My Happiness.

You and I have always been so close.

Devastated, Shattered, and Broken I've become.

Without you nothing will matter.

I watch your pain and there's nothing I can do, I hear your voice saying you love me and I bite my tongue until it bleeds.

You made me - Iam you.

You are beautiful and kind. From the moment I was born I felt safe, You mean everything to me and there's nothing I can do.

How does a broken heart go on beating?

How do dreams become happy again?

How will I live without your love and understanding?

How do I live with the pain?

Where will the warmth and understanding go?

Everything will stop. Nothing will have a point.

A beautiful, warm, blue sky, glorious, sunny day will be just a sunny day.

You have always been there for me in every way possible, helped me in any way that you could.

Even now you tell me to be strong and that death is the gateway to peace.

Everything will be bleak without you.

I'm falling apart but i have two faces.
Im bleeding on the inside and screaming out loud

" WHYYY "......................

BUT for your eyes I will always smile.

" God I love you so much ".................

Your daughter *

My Mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer in june 2006, she was told she had a year left to live.