Well i can remember the first time Ii really spoke to you this year, I thought you were an absolute jerk and then i got to know you. I was always told that a boy like you looks at a girls personality instead of her looks, now as I'm the age of 15 i now know that this isn't true. I have come to the understanding that boy like don't come around for girls like me. In the winter we were both sat in our art lesson messing around I was staring at you, your eyes glided from your book and met mine. For a few seconds I felt whole again. My feelings for you have grown out of control. Your eyes sharp as a knife but as soft as your heart.

Every girl in school loved you and i could never understand why, but I truly did know why. Every time you look at me I feel alive,your cheesy smile and your gentle eyes watching my every movement.

The closes people can not tell if I'm upset but you can. You know if i want to talk and you know if I want a hug. When you hug me I never want to let go.When I'm with you i feel safe and when I'm with you I feel special.When you place your hands down on my shoulders and ask if I'm ok I want to tell you my true feelings for you, but I can't.

Sometimes I dream of you coming to find me to ask me out; and when I think of you I think about what I would say to you. This sounds silly and childish but its true. I wouldn't lie to you, I couldn't lie to you.

I am writing this because this is what I think of you
I'm writing this because this is what you mean to me and I'm writing this because I love you.

My story is about myself and another who can't be together and will never be together. I see him every day and can't say anything. hope you enjoy my deepest thoughts of love and how it effects different people in different ways.