Behind this smile I remain
Vacantly standing in my own mind
waiting for the thoughts of suicide to fall behind
Listening to the voices echo upon the pale walls
child hood memories and regrets that never let go
clinging so tightly to my very soul
here i lay alone all my doings have left me so
Breathe deep the air of sin
for the hearts of purity do not fit in
Share the hatred that naturally flows through mankind's veins
For the thought of love and equality leave only a wish in vain.

My ears open to others but neglectful towards me
For all that has mattered is others needs
kind they are, but soon to bite the hand that feeds
My own heart ignored my own hopes pressed in the darkest closet
for all that has mattered is my want to be accepted.
humanity soon to forget a piers good doings
Like a cheap prostituted guilty used then tossed to the side
my dreams have shattered same as have I
My worth is less than the air that i breathe weaker then my shredded skin
For I am nothing but society's meek servant

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