Why Daddy Why?? by Terrie*

Daddy why ??
Why Daddy??
Was I that much in the way???
What could of changed,
That I would still be here today?

Daddy did it bother you
That I was ill?
And that I was unable to walk
Nor talk??
Among other things....
I could not do??

Daddy-
Did it bother you that I was different-
Than other children??

Did it bother you that I became a Challenge for you??

Daddy , I do not understand???????
What went through you mind that Day??
When You took my life away??

Daddy I loved you!
I thought, you loved me too???

Daddy-
Now that I'm gone??
What are you feelin' now?
Whats in your mind???
What are you feelin' in your Soul??
Feelin' any remorse??
Or -
Are you worried that they found my disassembled corpse??

Daddy-
What evil thoughts
Rest in your cold cold heart?
What other harm did you bring to me,
While I was still alive??

I may not have had a voice
For others to hear,
But Daddy...
I Believe they Can All Hear Me Now!!!!

Was it not enough
That you stole me from mum
The first time around??
Now, you made a decision of your own,
To steal me from life itself???

Daddy ,
Today Your lil girl is feelin' sad
Yet ,
Today, I'm better off than the life I had
I'm among many Angels just like me..
No more harm is due..
From what you put me through.

Daddy, Did you kno'
Just how much I was sufferin' while alive??
With all my convictions in my young life??
Do you have any idea..
How much more sufferin' you put on this lil' body of mine???

Did you kno' that I was not afraid of my illness???
But...I was so very afraid ,
Of what you could do to me...
And...
When you took my life into your own hands
And removed me from my right to live..

Why Daddy why??

I feel the nation loose tears for me
May God Bless 'em all!!!

My spirit sadly watched
As you insanely did what you did to me
Your own flesh and blood...
Daddy Why did you eliminate me ??

And why in such a brutal way??
What was so bad..
That you were afraid of anyone discoverin'???

Daddy-
I miss my mum,
Daddy-
I can hear and speak now..
I have a new body..
And I hear mummy cryin' for me..

Can you hear me daddy
can you hear me say
Why Daddy Why???
How could you???
You will hear me until it drives you out of your mind..
Why Daddy Why??

Now it's Po' mummy
Whom will be unable to hear me cry ever again...
How could you???
Why Daddy Why??
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

In all the silence
If we could hear Mother Earth pleadin' cries...
From a lil girl, in her demise...

From Her heart's Piercin' and Fadin' echoes,
In the spring ,in the meadows
In the fallin' leaves,
In any thing filled w/life that carries on..

Why Daddy Why???"
Why Daddy Why???"
Why Daddy Why???
Why????.... Why????....Why????....

Terrie
(C)11/21/2010

In memory of lil' 10 yo Zahra, from Hickory N.C
and all Children that remain Missin'

Some Adults respect, what is given, lent to them temporarily..
Some Adults are just not cut out to be parents,
Even to healthy children..
Some Adults are just not Meant to be Human...

Children have no Sin they Forgive their Parents..
some do not have that option...!!
(makes you wonder-what was goin' through Zaras innocent mind??)
(I wrote this in a manner I felt if she had a voice...her innocent heart would wonder -
We as a nation, are the voice to/for every Child w/and w/o a voice of their own)

anonymous (71.217.47.178) -- Wednesday, December 1 2010, 12:09 pm

Sad
I remember this on the news. Great poem Terrie.

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