Not Good Enough
5 August, 2002
Author: Dreamisha
i am not pretty girl,
i wish i was pretty girl
with long velvet black hair,
with the temptress dark green eyes.
But My Heart Keeps Telling me Lies.
Telling me i will one day if i just believe
they will. But i know it shall never happen to me,
i feel like i am made of out plastic and i just want to look fantastic.
My Heart is brain washing my Mind and soul.
i just wish i was Bold enough and strong enough..
i feel like my body is captured
and no one will never really love me.
because in my mind i know i must look
different to get want i always wanted in life..
i am prisnor of hope
Because who i am and what i am
does not matter to no one else but me..
if poeple realized how much i want to be different
and be just like them..
i want to fall in love but i can't
unless i look different....
if i can't love myself
how can i love someone else?
i have to pushmyself harder and faster.
to be what i want to be....
all i ever wanted is to be pretty..
a pretty girl with dark velvet black hair
with the temptress dark green eyes...
but i must be fooling myself
and i have to remind myself
i am just an ugly girl
living in a cruel sad World....
i wish i could allow someone in my world...
but i am scared...
because right now, i am not good enough for no one...
Thesestears i cry and thesesred blood tears from my heart...
Will i ever make it threw my sad Lomesome Life?
Will i ever find my destination for living
and passion for life?
i am just a silly little girl..
because i wish for silly little things..
One Day....... i will be pretty
Someday.....i will be good enough for someone...
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Comments on this poem/writing:
| Not Good Enough (64.12.96.170) -- Thursday, August 8 2002, 03:10 am i am sure you are pretty Dreamisha.... you have to believe in yourself and find yourself....... |
| Not Good Enough (64.12.96.170) -- Thursday, August 8 2002, 03:10 am i am sure you are pretty Dreamisha.... you have to believe in yourself and find yourself....... |
| Ashley (205.188.200.33) -- Friday, August 9 2002, 03:27 am I think your poem is very sad. You know I feel the same way about myself. I think that the only reason people say I'm pretty is because they're either family or friends. |
| Ashley (205.188.200.33) -- Friday, August 9 2002, 03:27 am I think your poem is very sad. You know I feel the same way about myself. I think that the only reason people say I'm pretty is because they're either family or friends. |
| anonymous (62.255.32.8) -- Friday, August 9 2002, 02:21 pm you are a beautiful person, everyone is in their own way.if you do not feel confident about your apearance then do something to boost your belief in yourself. |
| anonymous (62.255.32.8) -- Friday, August 9 2002, 02:21 pm you are a beautiful person, everyone is in their own way.if you do not feel confident about your apearance then do something to boost your belief in yourself. |
| barb (216.129.37.250) -- Sunday, August 11 2002, 04:46 pm have you ever talked to those so called pretty girls duhhhhh ,boring, mean and only think of themselves.I think you're smart, interesting and have a good heart. Thats mean more than looks. As long as you are clean and kind people don't care what you look like you become good looking to them.I know because I had everything except happiness, now I'm disabled because of a brain tumor and stroke. I walk different talk different look like shit but I try to be nice to everyone and I found people like me anyways even though I talk and look weird.have you ever met someone and thought they weren't good looking but after you got to know them they became good looking to you. keep being nice and kind and people will find you. |
| barb (216.129.37.250) -- Sunday, August 11 2002, 04:46 pm have you ever talked to those so called pretty girls duhhhhh ,boring, mean and only think of themselves.I think you're smart, interesting and have a good heart. Thats mean more than looks. As long as you are clean and kind people don't care what you look like you become good looking to them.I know because I had everything except happiness, now I'm disabled because of a brain tumor and stroke. I walk different talk different look like shit but I try to be nice to everyone and I found people like me anyways even though I talk and look weird.have you ever met someone and thought they weren't good looking but after you got to know them they became good looking to you. keep being nice and kind and people will find you. |
| Pamela (66.38.146.125) -- Sunday, August 11 2002, 05:43 pm Barb is right on the money - fallingin love does not require goodlooks, because when somebody falls in love with you, you become themost attractive person in the world to them. There have been many guys I have met that are good-looking, until they open their mouths and it all disappears. Despite the shallow nature of the media that has brainwashed many of us girls into thinking we have to be centerfold models, there is no truth to it. A nice guy, an honest guy, a guy that deserves you will look beyond anything physical, and reach into your soul. And your soul is beautiful. |
| Pamela (66.38.146.125) -- Sunday, August 11 2002, 05:43 pm Barb is right on the money - fallingin love does not require goodlooks, because when somebody falls in love with you, you become themost attractive person in the world to them. There have been many guys I have met that are good-looking, until they open their mouths and it all disappears. Despite the shallow nature of the media that has brainwashed many of us girls into thinking we have to be centerfold models, there is no truth to it. A nice guy, an honest guy, a guy that deserves you will look beyond anything physical, and reach into your soul. And your soul is beautiful. |
| Dantie Lace (64.12.102.34) -- Tuesday, August 13 2002, 01:13 am just believe in yourself and stop thinking you are not pretty....because what i just read you are :) |
| Dantie Lace (64.12.102.34) -- Tuesday, August 13 2002, 01:13 am just believe in yourself and stop thinking you are not pretty....because what i just read you are :) |
| pamela (216.129.37.250) -- Tuesday, August 13 2002, 05:34 am glad you agree pam hope dreamisha agrees thanks pam see dreamisha i'm not the only one that believes looks don't matter |
| pamela (216.129.37.250) -- Tuesday, August 13 2002, 05:34 am glad you agree pam hope dreamisha agrees thanks pam see dreamisha i'm not the only one that believes looks don't matter |
| barb (216.129.37.250) -- Tuesday, August 13 2002, 02:45 pm I'm sorry pamela my name is suppose be there for your support |
| barb (216.129.37.250) -- Tuesday, August 13 2002, 02:45 pm I'm sorry pamela my name is suppose be there for your support |
| sarah (165.234.191.65) -- Wednesday, April 16 2003, 09:59 pm I wish people didn't feel that way about them self . I don't think i'm pretty my self i don't go out side much so that people can't see me. i don't know , all i can say is that i bet you are pretty in side and out you just don't know it yet . take care |
| sarah (165.234.191.65) -- Wednesday, April 16 2003, 09:59 pm I wish people didn't feel that way about them self . I don't think i'm pretty my self i don't go out side much so that people can't see me. i don't know , all i can say is that i bet you are pretty in side and out you just don't know it yet . take care |
| tiffany (63.183.136.196) -- Tuesday, August 26 2003, 10:10 pm dreamisha i understand how you feel i though i was not pritty but then i became more confident with my self you may not think you are pritty but you are god made you and weather you think you are or not you`r pritty in your own way. always belive in your self never put you`r self down always try to belve iyou`r self no matter wat you do. |
| tiffany (63.183.136.196) -- Tuesday, August 26 2003, 10:10 pm dreamisha i understand how you feel i though i was not pritty but then i became more confident with my self you may not think you are pritty but you are god made you and weather you think you are or not you`r pritty in your own way. always belive in your self never put you`r self down always try to belve iyou`r self no matter wat you do. |
| Callie (152.163.252.164) -- Saturday, September 20 2003, 10:00 pm u are so pretty know mater what anyone of the people in this world say just say (iam still beautiful know matter what u say those words do not hurt me cuse i know iam beautful!!!!)(snip) |
| Callie (152.163.252.164) -- Saturday, September 20 2003, 10:00 pm u are so pretty know mater what anyone of the people in this world say just say (iam still beautiful know matter what u say those words do not hurt me cuse i know iam beautful!!!!)(snip) |
| Terrie* (65.136.6.178) -- Tuesday, September 23 2003, 05:43 am Dreamisha, beauty is only skin deep..that is where ones attitude starts...from the heart......how we treat others whether ,we/they were poor homely ,handicapped,or just being different in any respect, believe me there are many that are quick to label another..some people just act ugly..it makes no difference. it all comes down to how you treat another soul...too many people become judgemental.... look deep into your heart sweetie..YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON....it takes a beautiful person whom holds that beauty inside to notice that there is beauty in ones soul..we live and have lived in a cruel material world since the beginning of time..we can all see that a beautiful person wrote this poem, God makes beautiful people.in my job i have meet all sorts of people that were treated as being ugly so they saw themselfs that way..when in reality they were the most beautiful sensitive individuals i have ever meet..on the other hand the people that treated them that way were...yes beautiful on the outside...but what good was that? they were ugly in the inside for treating an innocent soul so cruelly.today/right now/this very minute is your oneday/someday.....believe in yourself....do not stop believing..... |
| Terrie* (65.136.6.178) -- Tuesday, September 23 2003, 05:43 am Dreamisha, beauty is only skin deep..that is where ones attitude starts...from the heart......how we treat others whether ,we/they were poor homely ,handicapped,or just being different in any respect, believe me there are many that are quick to label another..some people just act ugly..it makes no difference. it all comes down to how you treat another soul...too many people become judgemental.... look deep into your heart sweetie..YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON....it takes a beautiful person whom holds that beauty inside to notice that there is beauty in ones soul..we live and have lived in a cruel material world since the beginning of time..we can all see that a beautiful person wrote this poem, God makes beautiful people.in my job i have meet all sorts of people that were treated as being ugly so they saw themselfs that way..when in reality they were the most beautiful sensitive individuals i have ever meet..on the other hand the people that treated them that way were...yes beautiful on the outside...but what good was that? they were ugly in the inside for treating an innocent soul so cruelly.today/right now/this very minute is your oneday/someday.....believe in yourself....do not stop believing..... |
| Terrie* (65.136.6.178) -- Tuesday, September 23 2003, 05:55 am The next poem you write will be of a more confident tune..because there are alot of us that believe in you and stand behind you..and most of all we will always be here to support you..do not change your ways...be yourself....we are all differen because we are all unique....get to writing that poem girl...start feeling that beauty from the inside.... |
| Terrie* (65.136.6.178) -- Tuesday, September 23 2003, 05:55 am The next poem you write will be of a more confident tune..because there are alot of us that believe in you and stand behind you..and most of all we will always be here to support you..do not change your ways...be yourself....we are all differen because we are all unique....get to writing that poem girl...start feeling that beauty from the inside.... |
| shay (24.197.118.52) -- Thursday, December 25 2003, 12:13 pm girl..shut up..dont ever think like that...i dont care if i haven t seen you or not..u are beautiful..u dont have to wish to be anything..all god children are beautiful..and you dont have to have good looks to fall in love...because if that was the case then you wouldnt be loving your self..jus your looks ..u knwo what i'm saying...jus be more confident...love ya girl..keep ya head up |
| shay (24.197.118.52) -- Thursday, December 25 2003, 12:13 pm girl..shut up..dont ever think like that...i dont care if i haven t seen you or not..u are beautiful..u dont have to wish to be anything..all god children are beautiful..and you dont have to have good looks to fall in love...because if that was the case then you wouldnt be loving your self..jus your looks ..u knwo what i'm saying...jus be more confident...love ya girl..keep ya head up |
| Hannah (212.219.63.82) -- Friday, February 13 2004, 12:00 pm the thing with me is that i look fine (not being big headed) but my boyfriend is really hot and goodlooking always getting unwanted attention and i feel as though i should be in his league but i'm not what do i do? <hr> <B>Meridian </B> (152.163.252.164) |
| Hannah (212.219.63.82) -- Friday, February 13 2004, 12:00 pm the thing with me is that i look fine (not being big headed) but my boyfriend is really hot and goodlooking always getting unwanted attention and i feel as though i should be in his league but i'm not what do i do? <hr> <B>Meridian </B> (152.163.252.164) |
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