No one knows the sadness,
In which is engulfed within me.
People turn a blind eye,
Because others heartache is hard to see.

I have began to numb myself
Which means I will start to withdraw.
I am hurt and lost.
An empty hole forever more.

Splitting at the seems,
And it is hard to fake,
As secrets friends are the end all,
To complete and utter heart break.

No one knows what it’s like
To feel inside the way I do.
As I feel like I am limping through life,
Because I am missing that old part of you.

To think of a life without you,
Cuts me deep inside.
But I cant do the pain anymore,
That one little secret you hide.

I cant eat, I cant sleep….
You have forgotten who I am.
You are suppose to be my best friend,
But sometimes feel you don’t give a damn.

I would like you to make the choice.
Is it your friend or is it me?
This has hurt me deeply,
The future you can not see.

There is no room for both of us,
I feel sick and empty within.
This is not a game, nor a test
And no one is suppose to win.

I am going to have your baby
And we both suffer right now.
You hide, she hides…….
When, why, what and how?

The is no room in my head
For what if and the unknown.
Cease it baby,
You love is all that I’ve known.

I mean everything I say
And everything I do
I am asking for only one thing
Show me the love from you.

It makes me think that you will sacrifice
Our future for one little friend,
I can’t go on like this.
It must come to the end.

You are blind to what others see,
Even if you say you don’t care.
The thoughts are vivid
And people are aware.

Little things don’t add up
And we can argue till the end of the day,
But things can not continue,
I will not have them this way.

The decision needs to be made.
I want her out of my life,
As long as there is a Queen of Wands
I will never be your wife.

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