One Year After by Jughead

I want you forever, forever and always.
Time passes and feelings fade
you as always will be my forever

Not exactly what i need to do but if i do end up being at the same spot
three years later will it be a waste or should i be there still waiting
feeling and not give up even if this brings you not any closer

we were once happy together smiling like idiots cramping our faces and loving each other
you with your cigarettes and me with my coffee

can we not make it to a million years so
breathe in and breathe out
tell me more about the pain the hurt and the tears

out of the gray
i did not expect to fall this deep
far beyond where i should be
will you pull me out of the dark
may i reach for your hand

once again
one year after
i have pretty much ventured anywhere else
but never out of this love
that i myself created for you

You were and still is what i always wanted all my life
will you give me your hand again
& pull me closer to you

all the tears
all the hurt i don't need to break-even
all i need is a helping hand
a carrying arm
and your beautiful smile to lead the way
shine the light and bring me out of the gray

believing in kismet
meeting you with the alignments of stars
knowing you without really trying
and getting closer without me knowing
things can't get any smoother without preconceptions
it all happened so naturally
could you just be who i was suppose to collide with

first impressions were never meant to shine
but out to no where
you fall into my sight
lose in love i fell so deep
blissful i was till i lost my place

Try as i may
i can't seem to look back with hate
anger leaves me unknowingly
muster as i may
will you come back and fix me

One year after
on a lonely night like this
being only one phone call away
i still feel as if we where at the opposite of a stick
never being able to meet

was all that passed all but just a beautiful dream
i conjured with my passion and
longing to be to have to hold

One year after, i guess
I'm still not any better

Breaking up was never meant to be this hard.

Meri (98.166.159.93) -- Friday, September 13 2013, 06:42 pm

Nice to see you back
It was like you exhaling in this poem. That's right. Let it out Jug. Keep writing! You know I'll keep reading!

Jughead (121.7.158.131) -- Tuesday, October 1 2013, 04:41 pm

Good to be back
Thank you meri, for the support since forever. :)

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