I am sorry for all tears I cost you
the disappointment,the embarrassments
I am sorry that I had to choose this path
I tried so hard to be person you wanted me to be
I had so little faith and no hope
I choose this path even when I know the consequences and the destructiveness
I let you down I killed your trust and faith in me
I tell myself everyday that all this I do is for you
even I know its not true cause u would never want this for me
there is so much I can't change
so much hate in me, so much lies
the pains I can't erase , words said in anger that I can't take back
I wish I can go back to 10 years ago
then it was just me and you against the world
then reality has set in and I realise that its just me in this world
I pray someday u might forgive me just like I have forgiven me

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