There's some things on my chest, I think I must let out
So I'm writing you, you know what about
We were together, for over a year
You were my first love, you eased my fear
More than anything, I wanted you happy
You were everything, that mattered to me
But life has a way, to always turn out wrong
If it can it must, I just don't belong

Before I was with you, I was all alone
I had many faults, I could not atone
Yet you still saw me, as someone in your eyes
It felt like the first time, I had a good surprise
I was always lost, I never had a soul
No one noticed me, I think it was God's goal
But you washed away, all that brought me pain
I was so happy, I just couldn't explain

But I kissed the slut, that's stuck in our school
I just don't know why, I felt like a fool
I tried to tell you, but you got so p*ssed
It's not like we f*cked, girl we only kissed
Then you found a guy, and you cheated on me
That went a little far, I think you would agree
You tried to get me back, but it was obscene
You were so dirty, you needed Mr Clean

Just a year later, we talked on the net
You'd leave your boyfriend; for me, yeah, "I bet"
We can never talk, without all the fighting
So how could that work? I don't want your sting
I still miss you now, but just understand
That girl that I kissed, was never in the plan
I'll regret forever, just letting you go
But our time has passed, I thought that you should know

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