in this moment i feel so lost, confused and dejected
oh, how easy it will be to fall into you, just too easy
even in my chaotic emotional turbulence
i know how wrong easy can be
even more wrong that i am becoming emotionally parasitic to you
i just wanna be happy and i don't even know how to get there
and i just latch on so tight to you
cause you make me feel so much emotions all at the same time
i am scared for you, i am scared for me
i am not in the right place in my head right now
i am not the best choice right now
i feel desperate in moments like this,
i just wanna dive in with both eyes closed
even i know that's just wishful thinking
well isn't that another reason why i cant be happy?

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