No, I'll never be the same cuz I...
Harbor most of the blame despite...
Having no control, except for my role, but it's taken it's toll this time...

I'm always in the dark I know...
I've nowhere else to start or go...
Every single day I get in my own way, I hear what people say spare me...

I could be all alone, but there's something wrong
No outside interference yet I don't belong
My humor doesn't match, I'm on the outside
They say that I am welcome but they f*#@ing lied

They lied... They lied...

I'll never be as free as you cuz nothing I can ever do
Will make me feel like the rest of you, you'd hate the things I'm going through
Everything was going wrong my brain is clouded, I'm not strong
I've endured much, I've lasted long, now Fade to Black's my favorite song
I die a million times a day, we tend to get in our own way
We try to help but always pay, so burn my soul then go away

Away... away...

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