dear mom,
you once was my hero,my savior,my friend,you were the one i went to when i was angry or sad.

you were the one that made me smile all the time,you wher the one that made everything alright.

you once was was the one that wiped away my tears,the one that could always earase all my fears,

you once was my mother,the srongest women i knew,you held your head high when you felt the lowest of low,

but through your life struggle i guess you gave up,`cause you left me alone and found your happiness in drugs,

i remember a time when you would always say "i love you my girl,what a beautiful women you will be,ill always be proud of you,your every thing a daughter should be,"then you would look in my eyes and quickly walk away...

you walked away forever,and left me in the dark,will i ever see you again?you tore a whole in my heart,i never thought you would be the one to tare are family apart,

at night in the shadows i can see your face.its happy and young,with eyes full of peace,its the face i use to see before you decided to leave,

i miss you mom,and this is the truth,i hope to see you again one day,and i hope this day is soon.
because
its hard to smile without you,its hard to hold back my tears,its hard to stay strong when you wont chase away my fears,its hard to believe your proud of me,when you are no longer here...

but most of all its hard for me to admit;sadly,that forever because of you ill have to live with out a family...

this is the truth about my mother