Darkness by Jason Qualls

Always feeling rejection for being a freak of creation
but for these tears i bleed will finally set me free
tormented in a life of sorrow
better off dead then live the pain of tomorrow
lost forever in a time of darkness for my life serves no purpose
this world is so unforgiving i lust to join the ones no longer living
for the peace would be so beautiful
finding comfort in shadows for my life is a black hole
in a world of so much violence i crave a paradise of silence
For my sin of temptation sentenced to timeless damnation
for there is no place where i belong
to be loved was my only desire for it I'm sent into hellfire to burn for eternity
in caged is my passion no chance to be free
as i burn in darkness it's nothing new to me
another night of loneliness fills my heart with emptiness
suffering internally every time i try to love

lasohnda harris (12.229.199.53) -- Friday, March 7 2003, 06:27 pm

no title
you'll find love stop looking so hard i learned that the hard way your speail i can fill it in your poetry.

live life to the fullest your not promsied a tommorro

To: Jason (65.57.56.6) -- Tuesday, March 11 2003, 08:27 pm

You have refined the term, "tough love"
Jason,
I read a lot in your poem and Love or lack of it, seems to be the base of the supportive lines. If, I'm on the right track here, I agree with you, lack of love can be a torture with little relief. However, love can be painful experience also. Perhaps, the most difficult position to be in is the middle of the two. I don't know why you refer to yourself as a freak of creation and I don't mean to pry and won't.

Just wanted you to know that I always appreciate, raw sincerity and have said that many times. If you feel nothing else, at least feel proud of this work, it belongs to you and its kind of you to share it. Your words are like food to poets who crave the expression of one's inner or outward feelings.

Thank You,
MartinV

wee (207.165.97.14) -- Tuesday, May 6 2003, 06:26 pm

dfsa
i like it but u dont know how to spell

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