Me By Me by Keila

When I wake up in the morning
I dread the day ahead
I know I have to face it
as I get up out of bed
I look in the mirror
and see my ugly face
I groan out loudly
as my heart beats at a steady pace
as the day goes on
i realise I'm a mess
my friends are walking away from me
liking me less and less
the person I love
doesnt want to know
and everytime I see him
my heart sinks so low...
no-one seems to understand
the way I feel inside
and they dont seem to realise
that inside I have dies
I play the cutting game
I cut until I bleed
and to feel so much pain
is sometimes all I need
No-one knows me like the knife
he seems to always be there
he seems to understand my life
and he seems to care
I guess I could call him my best friend
because I know he'll always be there
he'll be here when I need someone
and no-one else is near
my friends say I'm stupid
and I need to sort out my head
but they dont understand
that this is the life I've led
im deffinatly not popular
and my face is one big spot
I dont do well at school
and my life is best forgot
my attitude stinks
my personalitys a drag
Im not the least bit funny
and all I do is nag
my life has been wasted
on someone like me
theres another someone out there
who could've survived happily

Brittany Walker (66.244.0.36) -- Monday, November 10 2003, 07:05 pm

thank you
that made me cry it ment so much everything you siad was like you wrote it just for me and my life....i dont think i have ever read a poem that made me cry, and you know whats imbarissing is that im at school right now....i just want to say thank you....your poem reminds me of me

Leah (204.112.168.221) -- Saturday, December 20 2003, 07:34 am

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yeah i can understand how you feel,lately i have been really low on self confidence and its like me gettin up and going through the day is completley pointless, its like it would make no major or important difference if i was here or not, i look in the mirror and see (my) ugly face and life sux........

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