If I Could Die by KitKatrina

I feel like calling it quits,
I can’t take another day,
I don’t know what to do,
All I can do now is pray,
I can’t put all of these feelings,
In words cause I don’t know how,
Lets just say I want to die,
Someone help me out now,
There is nothing left to look to,
Nothing to want to live for,
No reason for me to stay now,
I wish I could walk out that door,
I can’t though, you ask why,
These people all love me too much,
They’re the only reason why I’m here,
But my life is driving me nuts,
God created all these people to love,
He made them all so sweet,
Each one he took his time on,
So each one of them I’d meet,
Everyone has a place in my heart,
A special place only for you,
If only my life I liked,
Everything would be easy to go through,
If I could die pain free,
And if I could die right now,
I wouldn’t even think twice,
Sadly I don’t know how,
If I had a gun in my hand,
And was promised to die,
I would pull the trigger so fast,
I wouldn’t be able to say goodbye,
If there was a warning about someone,
Saying that they’ve killed before,
I’d get closer to that person,
So I wouldn’t feel pain anymore,
What has the world come to?
What will I even remember?
When I’m an older lady,
With a heart that’s so tender,
I don’t want to think back,
And feel the pain go by,
I want to rid it all,
The conclusion is that I must die.

~Leah~ (10.34.208.7) -- Thursday, April 14 2005, 04:44 pm

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sometimes i feel like that, like i should just die and i wish i could just vanish, but sadly i get up every morning and try to live my life and yes the ppl who love us is whats keeping us here! great work later '!leah!

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