No Control by KitKatrina

I’m pushed into a corner,
With demons surrounding me,
I can’t get out of this corner,
The demons won’t let me free,
They’re cutting me with knives,
Hitting me with their fists,
Trying to take my life,
By slitting both my wrists,
They’re trying to control me,
Taking over all my body,
They’re not trying to console me,
These demons are so naughty,
Please let my hands go,
Get me away from that knife,
I’m telling you no,
Please help me save my life,
Too late you slit my wrist,
The knife falls to the ground,
I try to make a fist,
As I fall unto the ground,
How can it be that I killed myself?
When I had not control of my body,
I swear that it was someone else,
I told you these demons are naughty,
They are just like the plague,
Infecting everyone they see,
They’re not welcome to stay,
Here inside of me,
I can feel them in my arms,
I can see them in my eyes,
They’re causing me this harm,
Feeding me all these lies,
They’re telling me I’m worthless,
That I can’t survive,
Telling me I’m hopeless,
Thinking that I’ll die,
It’s just the Devil picking on you,
Trying to take our lives,
But I made it through,
And I know you can survive!

Terrie* (65.148.211.240) -- Thursday, November 6 2003, 09:21 pm

absolutely beautiful....and rare..
your poems leave a deep impression in my heart...as you will notice i got on-line a bit late this morn...my best friend called me so that i can be at his wifes side until he arrives.....her husband was trying to have her transferred to the hospital where i work but it was too late..she expired early this morning...i left work around 3am to be by her side...i took an additional day off to offer support, she was like a lil sister.......any ways sweetie i am still reading your poems and wow they are sooooo perfect ...sooo amazing...they all have great quality....keep up the great writing....

KitKatrina (68.113.60.103) -- Thursday, November 6 2003, 10:15 pm

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Thank you for your comments Terrie and at the same time I am sorry about your friend. Thank you for all the warm comments you send my way. They are deeply appreciated...

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