The Last Poem by LCN

I have come to realize
I am some one I despise.
I cannot bare the guilt or shame
Even though I am to blame.
I never meant to hurt anyone
But that is all I have ever done.
So now there are some things that I must say
Before I take my life away.

To Stacey:
Baby I am sorry for everything that I’ve done.
I never meant to cause you hurt, I never meant to make you run.
I took your love for granted; I ripped your heart into.
Not caring at all about what I put you through.
You say you still love me, you say you always will.
And the pain that you once felt is the pain that I now feel.
So please accept my apology, and know I love you so.
This is my final goodbye for baby I must go.

To My brother:
We’ve been through it all, the bad and the good.
But you were always there for me just like a brother should.
You always helped me out, no matter at the fault,
And you always prayed for me for the sins my soul had bought.
So have faith and pray that God will see me thru
And please forgive me for what I’m about to do.

To My Mother:
Rarely did I tell you how much I really cared.
But you know how I am, no feelings I would share.
You took care of me until I moved on in life
And I never meant to cause you so much pain and strife.
I never took the time, there are things I didn’t do.
But mother I want you to know how much I love you.

So now I’ve said my peace, I hope my message is clear
I never meant to hurt the ones that I thought so dear.
If I left out any one just know I am sorry too,
And find it in your heart to forgive for what I’m about to do.
This is my last poem; I’ve said what I needed to say.
I love each and every one of you but I can’t take it one more day

kelly (67.226.224.119) -- Tuesday, January 6 2004, 07:21 pm

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killing yourself isin't the answer, but if you are saying goodbyes...why did you leave out your kids?????

KitKatrina (68.113.60.103) -- Tuesday, January 6 2004, 08:42 pm

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I agree. Killing yourself isn't the answer. All you can do is find out what's bothering you and try to change it. You are only going to put so many others through pain by doing this to yourself. You may be ridding your own pain, but you are creating even more pain for the ones you love. Think about it. Good poem nonetheless.

Meridian (64.12.116.199) -- Wednesday, March 17 2004, 01:48 am

Life
Life is the greatest gift anyone could have!
Suicide is never the answer. (troubled poem)
(LCN, think twice now!

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