Not Quite Sure I Understand Him by LinzAy

I've got him, that guy that I've been wanting to be here
But at the same time I don't, he's so distant-not near
I'm not quite sure I understand everything,
why we can't talk or be with one another
It's him he said, he needs time to understand what he feels,
so we're seperate from eachother
I miss him, that guy I'm so use to holding me
I miss him wanting me there, talking to me, kissing me, smiling at me
I'm not quite sure I understand why
instead of wanting me there for him he's pushing me away
I do understand the hurt that I feel though that ruins my day
I want him, still-even though I'm told not to go through this so young
I understand other people care about me,
but I want him-my feelings are too strong
I'm not quite sure I understand him right now, or anything that he's feeling
I wish I did though so I wouldn't be left questioning anything
Again, I miss him, I said it once before but I feel it a million times more
I miss who he was a few weeks ago-i miss not feeling like a chore
I'm not quite sure I understand, how if he still wants me he doesnt miss me
How he doesnt want to hear my voice, hold me, kiss me,
how he doesnt miss me as I miss him completely
I need him, that guy I've got, miss, and want back
I need to be held in his arms again, feel his lips again,
hear his voice again, everything that, right now, I lack
I'm not quite sure I understand completely, even though we talked it out
Why does it still hurt me and make tears fall from my eyes,
why can't I understand what this is about
So i let him, even though I don't understand,
I let him have the room he, right now, needs
I give it to him-space- though the distance makes my heart bleed
I'm not quite sure I understand, I told him I did though
I hope things get back to normal soon, I hope he doesnt let me go

Sunshine (168.184.90.11) -- Thursday, March 27 2003, 06:05 pm

painful
Hey Buddy, I wish things wouldn't happen like this to people we care about. I wish I could help both you and the other but I am at a loss. Know that we love you and just know that it will get better if it was ment to be.
love to read your poems. This one is so beatiful because i know it comes right from the pain in your heart. all is good.
lots of love. ~April

Martin Vann (67.28.89.167) -- Thursday, March 27 2003, 07:44 pm

This is tough, guess its how we become strong.
LinzAy;

This is a gut-twister, you want to help, but how? I commented on the Forum. You let it out here, feelings running loose all over my desk, but sweet like sugar-cane. Very expressive!

MartinV

LinzAy (152.163.189.99) -- Thursday, March 27 2003, 08:23 pm

April and Martin....
Buddy....I nkow. I've been thinking about it a lot and im thinkin that if i was able to go through this kind of thing with my dad...then maybe i can go through it with just one more important person in my life......Thankyou Buddy...

Martin...Thankyou! I think this is probably one of the shortest Comments i've recieved from ya...lol...but that's probably because you commented inthe forum.... Thanks Martin

Sasha (64.12.96.170) -- Friday, March 28 2003, 01:17 am

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opps...i'll watch my mouth next time...or maybe not.linzAy your poem is fantastic ;)...martin just is hating on ya!

luc (68.74.149.63) -- Friday, March 28 2003, 03:38 am

no title
it was a good poem linzay i liked it very much. and i know where your comeing from..

sasha.. one question if i may ask.. how is martin hateing on her? obviously linzay didnt take it that way if not why would she thank him..

ohwell dont mind me..

LinzAy (205.188.209.76) -- Friday, March 28 2003, 04:04 am

Sasha and Luc
Luc, thankyou very much for your comment...sorry that you know where i'm coming from though.

Sasha, I appreciate your comment on my poem how ever i do not appreciate you going off and saying stupid crap about one of my most valued online friends. I reread his comment and can't even begin to see how his comment was offensive. If it were i would have something about it myself....Think before you act or you may end up looking stupid.

anonymous (208.254.109.28) -- Wednesday, December 10 2003, 05:24 pm

Hurting
awesome poem! i can relate to it.

LinzAy (65.35.22.28) -- Tuesday, December 23 2003, 06:38 am

anon.
thankyou....aand i'm sorry u can relate to it

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