The day that we first met was the
day I won't forget.
From the moment I set my eyes on you I
came unglued.
That day I realized that love
wouldn't come just like that.

And then I realized you weren't
the one for me, but that you were
only just a tease.
A tease that would say you "loved"
me and not show it.
And I blame myself, I was the one who
should've noticed.
That I wasn't the girl for you and
you weren't the guy for me.
How could I have been so dumb?
How could I believe that you were the
"one".
You were the "one" that would steal my
heart and break it.
How could I let you take it?
How could I love you the way I did?
And not expect to be loved the way I
should've been.
I deserve to be with my Mr. Right
Not with a man who keeps everything locked
up tight.
Not a man who doesn't have any room for me
in his heart.
All I want now is for you to fall apart
To fall apart into a million pieces.
For me to say that you don't have a place in
my heart.
Then I would have closure
Then I wouldn't feel like this hideous monster
A monster from all the tears I've shed and
the pain i've endured.
I want to feel secure.

Over and over.
Time after time.
I cried over you.
And what do you do.
You didn't let me have closure
You didn't make me feel secure
I felt like a hideous monster.
One that you didnt have the balls to face
Hide in that cold and tiny little place where
you keep your rotten, ugly, tainted self.
Is this is where you feel safe?
How could you feel safe.
There is nothing there to protect you.
All that's there is a tiny little beat.
A beat you call sweet.
Now your the one who is dumb.
And I know you're not the "one".
This place you call sweet
Is just a tiny, cold heart
that carries a little beat.

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