Daddy by Fallen_Angel

Thoughts retrace my mind
yelling resounds in my bed
another lonely night where I cry
while the covers are over my head
memories retrace my mind as I pray laying in my bed
I'm sorry
I made a mistake daddy
I keep continuing to cry
why didn't you stop him mommy
you just sat there in a blank stare
The belt kept vigilance of me
slicing the wind by the swing
he tells me"come here so I can do what I told you I would do"
My feet pressed upon the carpet
while I got beat
The leather hit in a snapping sound
A sharp sting begin to burn
tears dropped from my eyes while he looked at me in a smile
I ran into my room in a cry never to look back again
thoughts retraced my mind as I kept putting that knife to my skin
Another day to be awaken a sleepless night of misery
the nights gasped me like the dirt wrapped around one at grave
Another morning arising from my eyes once again a mistake made by me
I'm useless unseen kept upon this leash some one set me free
his fist like spiders looking for pray
hitting upon my chest
I runaway
try to hide his yelling continued
I cant escape you rape me of my individuality
make me into your shadow
are you happy now as I beg for the blood to flow
you don't hurt me I beg for pain
its the fact that I'm hated
when I make a mistake
you tell me you're going to kill me
I cant think I'm sorry
I'm a kid daddy
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
Put the knife to my wrist the steal of the blade feels so sweet and gentle
so kind and sharp I smile its a tool to kill
but to dull
I need to die I don't want to see your face any more
Every night I trace my finger upon your picture
I say in a quite whisper daddy I hate you

Meridian (205.188.208.102) -- Saturday, March 20 2004, 03:10 pm

Whoa
Mallisa, I'm terribly sorry that you were abused.
The poem makes me cringe while I read it. You must have felt a little better after you expressed your feeling in this poem.

Your Melody (207.190.93.62) -- Sunday, March 21 2004, 04:37 am

a memory almost my own
your words create a dream-like memory for the reader. I myself was haunted of my own past as your words intertwined with my own memories of those dark unforgetful days.

Mallisa (24.116.254.82) -- Sunday, March 21 2004, 06:56 pm

no title
Thank you all so much for commenting on my poem ty,and
yeah poetry as i say is my savor lol

heaven (68.43.99.209) -- Wednesday, March 31 2004, 03:46 am

wow!!!!!
i really truelly love this poem!!it is now my favorite poem i've ever read!!!you have alot of talent!!!keep it up!!!~heaven p.s i understand these words more than u will ever know

stephanie buchanan (12.8.236.10) -- Tuesday, November 15 2005, 07:41 pm

great job
yeah me to been there only my mom abused me and my daddy didn't do anything except make it worse. this is a great poem i hope u get to the point where u can love ur daddy with all your heart and i know it will be tough but i pray u will forgive ur daddy and maybe you already have. great writing keep it up,

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