Looking back at my past...
Thinking how my misery seems to always last..
Your life is like a book..
Wisdom earned by every day..by every page..
you go through a endless amount of pain as we age..
Its time i show you the sarrow and rage
That I've been through..
Its time for me to tell you..
What I've done for you
its time for me to show you the book of my life..
Thats me in the corner Crying..
with my arm pressed agianst a knife
That is me longing for your love and dying..
Thats me full of sarrow and rage..
That is me...losing the will to keep trying.
Turn the page,
Thats me..
Lost within the fear inside of me..
Only your love can set me free.
Theres me begging you on my knees..
For you just to hold me one more time please..
Just hold me one more time for good times sake..
My soul feeling as if its locked into a cage

Turn the page..

Theres me..
Closing my eyes..
Telling my self you loved me.
Telling my self lies..
Pretending you are here
In your arms you hold me near..
Pretending you havent forgotten about me..
as I fear.
But as I begin to see..
As I wake up to my lonley scream..
you were not there as you seem..
No..it was just a dream..
Theres me Crying watching my self slowly age

turn the page..


Theres me..longing for your love...
But you just look at me as a friend..
I dont look at you like that I cant pretend..
Please hold me console me..
For old time's sake..
But you just look at me as a friend..
your love is fake..
From that my heart is beginning to brake.
Sarrow upon me you continue to wage..
Turn the page..

Theres me praying for a sign from above.
.To end this misery of love..
You've moved on..
You've forgotten about me..
I can see..
You say that you,
Can never forget a love that is true..
You say that you will forever love me too.
But I guess these were just lies..
From that my heart dies..
My eyes full of pain.....

Turn the page..

There is me
Suffercating my self..
No breathing..
You do not care..
Me you keep deceaving
You are leaving..
What is the point of my life you are not here..
You no longer care..
Because you dont love me too..
you’ve found some one new.
But that is what I have done for you..
Turn the page.
My life has reached the end..
you and her are about to engage.
I can no longer pretend...
You took all there was to take..
And left me there with a heart ache.
And I am about to brake...
There is me..
two feet away from a cliff
Finally setting my self free.
walking over the edge with out a sniff..
This is what you have done..
This is how it was ment to be
This is what I have become.
Maybe now you will see..
what you ment to me

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