I Want To Cry by Meg

I want to cry
But ive got no tears left
Im sitting here all alone
Wondering how I came this far
Given the chance
I wouldn't do it again
But ive learnt a lot
Though, the hard way.
So alone
I feel im living in darkness every minute
No one to hold me up
When will the light breakthrough
When will the sound overpower the silence?
My heart feels empty
But I know I must carry on
But with what?
No one sees my sadness
My smile strategically covers it
But still I feel alone
I want to cry
But I fear the release of sadness and change.

kristy (67.234.65.237) -- Sunday, September 8 2002, 07:10 am

God
i know you are hurting, and i also know how it feels to hurt because i myself have been there many times. i have been depressed almost all my life. until i found someone and that is Jesus. he is the only one you can truely trust, he will always be there and he will never leave you. he loves you more then anyone else in this world. he will be there when you cry and he will be there when you are happy. i know this does not help much and i am sorry but know that i am praying for you. if you would like you can write me any time at gods_girl2001@hotmail.com and i will try and help you in any way that i can. you may also want to find a church to go to. if you are a teen you can get involved with the youth group and maybe even start talkin with the youth minister there to see if he/she can help you. that is how i was able to get though my depression along with know Christ. well i hope to hear from you.

mental (66.153.165.172) -- Tuesday, September 10 2002, 04:37 am

read my mind
yess, you really read my mind i know how it is and sometimes you can't explain it. no kind of words could ever help. i know the thick darkness you are swimming in but i have seen no kind of light either up ahead i guess all the ones experiencing this must just hang on or give up and to give up sometimes sounds better but we go through the torture and it feed our poetic needs and fellings do flow. nice writing. even in the dark we can still feel to write it all down.

barb (206.191.91.152) -- Thursday, September 12 2002, 09:14 pm

helped me
Sometimes I feel sorry for myself and feel like giving up. Then someone or something changes my mind. Just wanted you to know your poem helped me keep writing, and let people know there are others like me. thank-you

meg (144.138.79.221) -- Monday, September 23 2002, 08:59 am

thank u :)
thats really sweet all of you...thank you :) things happen to us that teach us more than anything ever could xx

Jessica McDonald (207.74.115.22) -- Wednesday, December 18 2002, 07:25 pm

I wanted to say
I can truly say that I understand what you all mean. Like right now I'm goin' through something that I feel I will never get over. And I know god is the only way I'll make it. Sometimes I just want to die because to go through some of the things I have it's just tatally crazy I'm sure alot of y'all feel me but I will pray for y'all, y'all pray for me

danielle (203.54.13.21) -- Tuesday, February 25 2003, 11:30 am

i understand
i want u to know how much i understand the pain inside of me is soo bad sometimes that ive given up but then realised what i am doing to my self im putting myself down and hurting myself even more punishing myself for somethings that dont make sense some that make me just want to die but ive held on and i understand.

danielle (203.54.13.21) -- Tuesday, February 25 2003, 11:33 am

crying
crying is everything, me i luv to cry for it makes me feel lighter which makes me feel better there is nothing to fear from crying ok u cry because u are upset but u cry when u are happy so cry if u want to dont fear the salty tears.

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