I sat and thought.
Many things ran threw my mind.
How I should have dealt with us.
Everyone wishes they could turn back the hands of time.
I am no different.
Situtations ran threw my mind
I should have not listened.
I could have changed you.
What would be the purpose.
If I change you then your
not what I wanted anyways.
My thoughts are distorted
I am having regrets but
everyone does
I regret leading you on
I am sorry I lied to you
I mislead your feelings
I do take full blame
I was completely wrong
I wish I could ask for your forgiveness but
that is to much to ask from you
I deserve anything you
are thinking about doing or saying to me
Just know I made the decisions
with my heart instead of my head
remember that while your judging me
My agenda was never to hurt you
I wanted to truelly be with you
I never thought it out though
I believed if the heart wanted it to be true
it would be
I believed that what is meant to be will be
So judge me if you must
but remember i did it all in the
name of love
If thats a crime then skip the persecution
because I am guilty

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