The Pain by Moonlight

The Pain inside is growing,
Burning, raging ever more.
I can't control it, it stemmed,
From the ansence of love.
I need love to go on but,
The whole damn world is,
Always looking down on me.
Why? Because im ugly?
Because im different?
These are things i ask myself everyday,
Im so sick of girls,
turning their nose up at me.
"Eww there cody" well fuck them!
I know I shouldnt put myself down,
but being put down is all i know.
I may look happy on the outside but,
But I am not a brick wall without feeling.
I dream of suicide,
i cant understand why they treat me like this.
All i do is be nice to them....
All i ever wanted to is be loved,
to have a friend.
All i need is that one girl.
The one whom i have loved since,
i was only a child.
If only she could see past the skin.

Sax (207.166.205.98) -- Friday, October 31 2003, 05:02 am

Look on the bright side
I was there as u are man, just do no hope that your negative feelings manifest into a second personality. That makes things all the more worse... Been there... Please, go talk to someone. -_-

brandy (66.157.35.198) -- Tuesday, August 31 2004, 03:33 am

hey!
hey i like your poem i kinda been there my self i used to like some one very much but the whole time he never noticed me

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