The tears wont stop flowing, My pain is ever present. I'm lost in this world that has been created for me,Escape is no longer an option. My hurt has consumed me, as i try to shut my emotions off. It was easy before,,,not feeling anything. Nothing hurt,,nothing mattered. There was nothing to lose.

Everything is different now, I'm older...I fell in love with you. I wish you where here to make the pain stop. I wish you where here to hold me again. I wish you where here to look at me,,like you did back then. I wish you would tell me that this isn't happening. I really want you to say you love me. I don't want you to be gone. I want you to stay. I wasn't always this way, I remember being happy. I remember holding on to everything you had to say. I remember the look you had in your eyes when you said I was beautifull. I remember when you said I was strong. I remember alot of what you did and what you had to say, So all I ask is....Remember me that way.