I am definitely not the type of girl that just approaches guys and explains to them that she is physically attracted to them. But Brent, he makes me into something I am not. And I like it. He brings out the primitive, animalistic nature in me that I never knew I had. He's sexy. And funny. And we have a lot in common.

      I once had a friend who told me.."If you want something you've never had before, you have to do something you've never done before." And it's true.

      So for the first time, I am not searching for love. I am just looking for a friend. Possibly with benefits :o) And for the first time, I am not feeling insecure or self-conscious about my looks, my personality, or my past. As far as I'm concerned, if they don't like any of it, then its there loss.

      I just want to be able to look back on my life and have some memories that are competely happy. No messy break-ups. No heartaches. No emotional basketcases. Just good memories, and good times.

      Brent, he reminds me of myself. We both want fun, but in the end, we both want love. And perhaps thats what will bring us together in such a way that we may always remember one another for being that person who saved us from loneliness - but didn't fail to remind one another that lonliness exists.