Questionable Intentions by Pamela O'Brien

Lately I find myself searching for nothing,
But yearning for something.
It's like heading down a dead-end road looking for the next exit.
I know that I am lonely,
But I refuse to admit it to myself.
There is no cure for this denial,
And the questionable intentions I have every time I find somebody new.
Perhaps it is not their affection that I need,
So much as my own.
All I feel is uncertainty.
I wish I could just live my life without constantly trying to understand it.

barb (216.129.37.250) -- Tuesday, September 10 2002, 01:41 pm

understand
pam I get tired of analyzing my life trying to figure
out why things happen. love your writing keep it up. its nice to know you're not
the only one that feels strange things.

ROY C CLAXTON JR (67.212.39.224) -- Monday, September 23 2002, 11:20 am

ON THE STAND
YOU NEED NO JURY--YOU HAVE CONVICTED YOURSELF
YOU ARE SENTENCE FOR 30 DAYS OF TEARS

roy (205.188.209.76) -- Saturday, October 12 2002, 04:04 pm

get real
we love you--if you wasn't there it would leave another bottemless hole
in my heart

Pamela (205.206.128.10) -- Saturday, October 12 2002, 04:04 pm

SMILEY (152.163.189.99) -- Sunday, October 13 2002, 05:12 am

Truth
this make me wonder who i am besides ROY--you know--expand???---last notes was to self that i was lost in things that did not balance in my heart

Pamela (66.38.146.39 --) -- Wednesday, June 2 2004, 06:00 am

roy (205.188.209.78) -- Wednesday, June 2 2004, 06:00 am

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