Speechlessly Touched by Sax

Dedicated to Kelly Cooper

Theres so many secrets I have kept from everyone,
so many problems,
so many emotions.
It's so early in the morning,
I want to call you,
to talk to you,
but I know I'llupset the adults,
we all should be asleep right now.

I've tried so hard to see it from a positive side,
but to no avail,
my life continues to seem hopeless.

Right now your my only glimmer of hope,
you'r the only one that has stopped the blade,
the words you said to me that night,
I have freinds that love me,
you asked me politely not to die.

I hope you can see the tears on my face,
you've seen things that noone else has seen,
you've seen my angel of life and self destruction,
you've seen yourself the tears of blood surrounding her.

Right now I wish I knew how to thank you,
I just hope my misery dosnt drive you away,
your the only one that's kept the blad from me this night,
kept the blood within my sad little shell.

You said that night that I didnt waste you'rew time,
that I should never think that.
You asked for me to please not die.
You'r the one that saved me from suicide tonight.

You said I have freinds that love me...
..And you were right...
..You were right.

dani (62.255.32.8) -- Friday, August 9 2002, 02:26 pm

i have experienced the same thing.it seemed that whenever i needed someone to talk to there was no one around so i harmed myself.people told me i was loved but it took me ages to believe them so i continued hurting myself which hurt others.it is good that you realised there are people who care for you and love you

Matt Tucker (204.116.150.53) -- Friday, November 8 2002, 02:15 am

Dude... I may not write a comment on everyone of your poems but rest assured i relly enjoy all of them. You have a really special gift and you're using it well.

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