So what do I do now?
I never really heard the words "I love you",
those that told me that only did it as a routine,
that or they never truely ment it.

But do I have any control over me?
You've all showed me that love is a disapointment,
the second voice in my head dosnt care what you say,
it only wants me to scream in rage at strangers,
it only wants me to pick up the butchers knife,
it only wants me to slaughter all in a crouded store.

I never really did anything to any of you in the first place,
so why must you continue to act like blind retards around me?
Why must you continue to mock me and prod at me though we've never met?

Arent I the same as you?
Last I checked I was a human being.
But you proceed to push me down into the dark waters,
yet you also wish to pull me out,
you put me here so let me fall into the abyss,
I no longer want to rise above the rest.
I never met you,
but it's all your fault

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